In all my chaotic sickness, which by the way, I'm still feeling today...I forgot to mention my utter frustration that yet another cousin was denied while applying for a US visa. I don't quite understand why, but all I know is that it's complete and utter BS. That's the second cousin in as many months man, and mom was really bummed to find that out. The reason they wanted to come here was to help us out w/ our situation. So that she could live here and help take care of pop while my mom would try to set her up w/ a job over here, that way, that way things would be alot easier on mom and all of us. I mean I can only help on the weekends because of work, and going every weekend plus work really takes it's toll, physically. It would have been a huge help w/ an extra hand around the house... But alas, that is not meant to be. Argh man...I wonder who it is that's denying them, I'd like to give him a piece of my mind, and a piece of my fist and foot too.


I walked last night instead of running...and way far too. I don't know exactly how far yet, but my and my friend walked for a good 1:15 minutes. You don't realize it, but that shit gets you way more tired than you might think it does. I'm gonna drive my walking route to see how far it was. Pretty crazy, I think...and then I did some sit-ups and push ups... I'm thinking about doing that at least once a week, if I'm too lazy to run or hit the gym or play ball or something. I guess I gotta start counting calories too, so that I am burning more than I am taking in. Such is the life of a wannabe healthy adult...(sorry Joe, had to copy your trademark slogan for today).

"Hair today, gone tomorrow..."